this song speaks it all.

范玮琪 - 是非题
每段故事都有一篇剧情
每段爱情都像动人旋律
一颗真心却只向着你前进
也许爱 越单纯越着迷

你是窗外另外一片风景
在你眼里我是什么关系
你的呼吸藏在我的爱情里
何时能诚实面对自己
那一句我爱你
我们从不开口那个言语
永远像少了勇气
别人都说
我和你之间的关系
没有人相信只有关心

我们从不正视那个问题
那一些是非题
总让人伤透脑筋

我会期待
爱情盛开那一个黎明
一定会有美丽的爱情

issues must be resolved. :)

you made me realise:
1. whatever I say, is bullshit.
2. whatever I need or want you to do for me, you do for others only.

ha. the irony of it all.

Humans are hard nuts to crack.
When everything goes well in life,
very seldom, people think about properly cherishing someone, or even showing their appreciation of having someone in their life.
More often than not, people say they are too preoccupied with other things in life, thus they forget to do so.
How sad, right?
:'(

So, people, remember to show your love for the people who have been standing by you and caring for you.
Tell them that you cherish them. :)

i wish i wasn't feeling insecure :(

I hate this feeling.
This feeling sucks.
Why do I even have this feeling?
rawr.
I don't want to feel this way.
SHOO!

:(

:(
Life goes on, I guess.
The good thing that has ever been happening for me recently is that my faith has been growing stronger.
:)

Cooked dinner just now.
Accidentally landed a deep cut on my finger.
Painful. but not as painful as the hurt I received from your words.
I guess I need a long time to recover this time.

Lesson Learnt today : I possess all the flaws that I'd hated myself to have.
GREAT. sigh.
:'(

today's a FUN day.
Me and BF went to watch Monsters vs Aliens.
it's a great show!!
we ran into his gd fren and his gf in the cinema!
Such a coincidence.
wahaha.
then we went shopping w them.
Helped to choose a gorgeous diamond ring.
and of course, it was the more expensive one la.
My taste never fails me.
(not that I'm THAT materialistic; but somehow, the prettier things that appeal to me, tend to cost more :p)

after which, we went to eat KU GUA TANG (OUR FAVOURITE!!!!!!!!! ^^)
it's so yum yum, can!
I wanna go again soon, JEREMY! :D
then went work.
after work, we ate yumyum green tea icecream again (OUR OBSESSION! :D)
then we went home rested awhile.
then BOYFRIEND gave me my second lesson of driving.
I know he was trying his best not to lose his patience with me.
ha!
but I know how to turn round and round and ROUND ler!! :)
yay!
but I'm a potential road HOGGER.
:P
but yups, I had fun.
then went home watch teevee, ate instant spag.
the BF taught me the basics of piano; cause I really wanna learn properly :))
MR JEREMY LIM is a great teacher :))
and I love him lots! ^^

okay. tml's my first lesson w my instructor.
hope I'll do ok.
gg sleep.
nights :D

I'm feeling like shit right now.
rawr!
really need to scream it all out.
:((
now, I know why I was having the weird moody feelings.